One more night!

It is so hard to let these babies grow!
Sometimes being a Mom is the hardest job in the world, the emotional trials are endless! This week I sent Taylor on his first camping trip! I was/am very nervous, and have said many prayers for him and me! He is camping in South Africa with a group of children that I know nothing about, and teachers that I really do not know! The hardest part was to say "yes" to this, to face some of my biggest fears-the unknown! I know that we have to let them grow up, but at what expense! Why can they not stay little, Do they have to face this cold, hard world-I would wrap them in my arms forever if I could! The unfortunate part is that being a good mom is to let him have these experiences, to let him grow and learn some lessons on his own!
I wish there was a book with all of the answers about parenthood, at least a book that I would read! I have decided to wing it! I am trying my best to raise these boys into men, and this princess into a young lady! I am sure there will be numerous mistakes, but I hope they remember the few times I have gotten it right! Only one more night of fear and worry, at least fear and worry over camping!
I know in the whole grand scheme of things this camping thing is minor, but sometimes it is easier to fear and focus on the little things because the larger trials can kill you! Speaking of larger issues, my Claire Bear is now using three word sentences!
Tonight I will pray; I will pray for my camper, my babies, my family, our health, and a special friend who knows too much about these mountains we must climb!